Worryment.

I don't know why I feel so gloomy today, no, since yesterday I guess. Let me count my worryment.

1. Payday means it's time to re-budgeting the money. Ngitung-ngitung budget, biaya hidup sampe tunjangan turun cuma 400ribu saja. Hadeuh.
2. Got a message about how pity my parent is in overseas.
3. I don't know, thinking about how much we should save the money for the wedding is getting me anxious. Fiuh.
4. I feel worthless. Even I convince myself that I am worth enough to help my parent to pay my brother's bill. Hh